Crystallized Failures

Tears, sweats, and bloods;
hardening.
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Paper Texture from www.unsigneddesign.com/restain…
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Listening to : Many songs, but a lot of them are Strawberry Night OST; particularly the theme and Sleeping Beauty
Time : 70+ hours
Wants to draw : you think? (Crystals.)
Dark Arts used:  High Pass, Motion Blur, Texture Manipulation.
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All these times, I failed, I failed a lot.
Not only in art; but in life, in my relationship, in my endeavors.
It has cost me a lot; money, time, effort, pain, heartbreaks, relationships.
And Each. Of. Them. Hurt. Even when ultimately it passed by.
In that sense, this is a sort of meditative drawing;
a look on what had happened, what is there;
not to banish, not to fight, or eliminate;
just to present.

(special thanks to and for the critiques, alongside others)